So, after a lot of thinking, re-thinking and re-re-thinking I am here (I know, I know, its clichéd and every “new” blogger begins with this, in spite of the fact ki kal raat hi use gyaan hua ho uski apritam lekhan kala ka).
Anyways so as I am here after all, I think I should dedicate this first post to why I am here :) (yes again). Past few months in my life have been really enthralling. Sad moments, depressing moments, suicidal…yeah you read it correct…Suicidal as well. But then I thought, is it really worth it, was “the thing, the person, the situation” worth of my feelings, my emotions and above all, my life.
“NO” shouted my mind. But I had to come out of it and I had to. This was it when amidst all what was happening to me, I could still see some hope, hope of a new beginning ..
And when finally I realised am coming out of it, this long lost love of mine for writing also came back along with all the good things which were neglected by me in that dark phase of my life. (I might elaborate more on this in my posts to come, but for now…rest assured, you don’t need to call 1-Oh-Oh…I don’t plan to spare you so early :) )
And being told that I write complete Rupa & Co. style (if you’ve ever read Chetan Bhagat, or any of IITians…IIM-ians (with due respect to all you guys), you would know what I mean), I thought why not give it a try......
For nights and days..for hours and hours
In the night …under the stars…
There I lie and keep thinking why…(Oh! Why)
My mind and heart are constantly at wars
Was the punishment too big or the mistake too high!!!
Then why there is such hue and cry
Let me end it ..let me say good bye…
No.. but no….in the wrong wasn’t I
The Angel Inside me Refuses to Die
Until my next piece of writing, Keep SMILING!!
P.S. One more of my long lost love….MUSIC.....and am crazy for this song
